For her.

Hello.
Today's blog post is for the most incredible women in my life. For her.

There is this girl, she's the best thing that has ever happened to me. 

I mentioned her in my previous blog post and she's probably going to be mentioned in a lot more. 

This girl is the light of my life she's the reason why I get out of bed on a morning and face the world even when I have a million reasons to crawl into a ball and cry she's my reason to smile. 

She has helped me through so so so much and I am so very grateful that's she's stuck around for as long as she has because I'm not the best person ever and I will never claim to be but I know I annoy her a lot and make her angry but she knows I love her a lot no matter what I might say. 

This girl means the complete world to me she's always there for me through the good days and the bad ones and she constantly checks makes sure that I'm doing okay and that means so much to me just showing that she cares. 

She takes care of me when I'm sad and wipes away my tears, she tells me stories of our future together, she holds me and tells me it's going to be okay until I feel better but continues to hold me and I'm glad she does because the only place I feel safe is her arms. 

She is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my entire life. 

Her smile brightens up my whole day every time I see it. It is honestly the most adorable thing I have ever come across. Her little face is so beautiful her entire face lights up when she talks about something that she loves and I think that is the most beautiful thing ever. All of her mind, body and personality is just perfect to me she is just the most amazing human being that has ever been brought on to planet earth. 

This is the girl I intend on spending the rest of my life with.

She's the only girl I want beside me while I adventure into the big world. 

She's the girl who I want to cuddle in with every Sunday morning.

She's the girl I want to see my future with, the future that I never thought I'd have until she came along.
She's the girl I want to travel around the planet with.  

She is the girl I want to say 'I do' too.

She is the girl I am in love with.

Being friends and dating this girl is by far the best decision I have ever ever made.
Somehow she stumbled into my life and it's never been the same since.
This is for her the best girlfriend in the entire history of space and time.

I love you baby.

Misconceptions

Hello.
Today's blog post is titled misconceptions, it will abolish some common misconceptions of why people are gay.

Why am I gay? 

Why do I fall in love with girls instead of boys? 

Why don't I see my future with a guy? 

Why do I want to marry someone of the same sex?

Was it my parents fault? 

Was it because I struggled to get a boyfriend? 

Was it because I want to rebel? 

Was it because no boys wanted me? 

Was it because I wanted attention?

Was it because I grew up without a significant male role model?

Did my family not love me enough? 

Did a guy hurt me too much?

Did I just decide this one day? 

Is it just a phase? 

Would you like to know why? 

I am gay because this is the way I was born. 

This was not a choice. 

I like girls because that is who I am. 

We are all born the way we are there is nothing that will change me liking girls instead of boys. My sexuality does not depend upon any other factor in my life apart from the way I was born.

Unfortunately I was born into a world where people ask these stupid questions. 

Unfortunately I was born into a world with homophobia. 

A world where people who aren't straight get treated differently and discriminated against because of the gender of the we fall in love with. 

Is this going to stop me being loud and proud about my sexuality? 

Is it hell.

I will be who I am no matter what anyone else says or thinks. 

I will walk around holding the hand of my girlfriend and kissing the love of my life because that's exactly who she is, the love of my life just because we're two girls does not mean our love is any less adequate. 

Love is love no matter gender or sexual orientation. 

I am gay because that is the way I was born not because I was hurt or I wasn't loved enough or because I'm rebelling . 

I was born this way and this is the way I will be.

I'm back

Hello, I am very sorry that I have been away for such a long time there has been a lot going on in my life. I hope that you understand. I'm not promising regular posts but I will write as much as possible when I have inspiration and you can always suggest blog post ideas for me. I have a couple of posts that I will be posting soon as possible.

Thank you.